It Can't Be Said

It Can't Be Said : 57"x57"
Painting: Acrylic on Canvas

This is another of my Celestial Correspondence series. I believe it was the first of the series. I painted this about the time I found out that my hubby was going to leave for Iraq.

This piece speaks to me on so many levels. There is the ominous lighting that creates the illusion of being silenced by the hand. It reminds me of the esoteric symbolism of the 15th card of the major arcana of the Tarot or "Devil Card:" the situation is not always as it seems.

"This card would warn someone of a deception of appearances in a person or situation. Someone or something is not what they or it appears to be. This card could also alert someone to negative emotions that are oppressive and hindering growth. It would be wise to look within and see why or how these feelings are being motivated and deal with them in a positive manner."
http://www.psymon.com/tarot/15-devil.html

At the time, life seemed completely out of my control. I felt "gagged" by the situation. I had no choice in the matter and was placed in the position of forced acceptance. After I finally decided to give in and truely accept the situation rather than wallowing in my own self pitty and frustration because those negative feelings would serve no purpose. I found an inner peace and the knowing that my husband would return and we would both grow from the experiance.

As I look back the hidden gift was the discovery of my own inner strength and a deep well of patience that I found during this trying period in my life. As things turned out I am stronger, more confident and very resiliant as a result.

Please take a moment and let me know how this image speaks to you.